So this is
how it’s going to be?
From now on
You look at
me
And only see
the mistake I made
In the heat
of the moment
Everyone
makes mistakes
I’m only
human
I’m only
learning
I’m still a
child
Making
mistakes to learn
But I will
live my whole life with this mistake
It seems
Always
remembering
The friend I
lost from a silly mistake
From the
stupid green-eyed monster
Can’t you see
I’m fine?
I dealt with
my problems
You would
know if you were ever around me
Or said more
than two words to me
My mind aches
Thinking of
what could have gone differently
My heart
aches from hurting you,
Bruised from
getting hurt
Sorry for my
selfishness
Sorry for my
actions
Sorry for my
mistake
It’s your
turn
To apologize
For the
damage you did me
The tears I
shed
The fool you made
of me
I begged and
begged
You ignored
and disregarded
I was
invisible
I am now done
Cleared my
name
Guilt free
Yet there is
a weight on me still
A weight of
not having this person, you
In my life
any longer
At least not
truly here
Let us
forgive and forget
Mend our
mistakes
And take it
all back to before
Before that
dreaded monster appeared
Before the
yelling
Before the
name calling
Before the
mistake
I would take
it all back if I could
But I can’t
so I bear it
And wait and
hope you shall
Eventually forgive
me
And forget
the pain
With love and
longing
The Green
